You city wanderer
passengererer
smoker drifterer
liar levererer
I cannot spell the right word like
you cannot spell the name of a goddess you do not know
how to put a spell on me
Irresistible mystique
Lunatique
I cannot spell the name of the city like you cannot spell the name of myself
name me
I ask you to name the name of flaneur
the flower
is blooming.
2021.04.25
Don't make fun of a hearder
of her stuff and stuff and
stuff that keeps her sane
stuff that resembles linen
stuff that assembles pain
stuff against stuff against
Don't make fun of a hearder
her silent stuff seeks to
silence and dissemble a life
a cup of dream
a list of stuff
2021.04.26
We poets want to try everything
articulate even though inarticulate
carry dictionary
to the delivery room to the wedding
to the funeral to the sea
ask a lot of questions including why do you love me
is not an answer
We poets meet people meet people meet
even though it feels like looking into
another mirror another mirror another
We poets want to try everything
including all the endings
2021.05.08
It feels like the darkness
is owning my eyes
is it possible
to feel like the whiteness
to feel light and nothing
can stop me from turning
to you and no one else
is owning my sighs
is it possible
to own something without running
to the opposite of you
to the faintest sighs
cannot stop me from burning
my forgiveness stings
2021.06.23
Sometimes I want to leave
有些時候我嚮往離開
leave my blood like my blood
離開我的血液一如我的血液
leaving my body leaving me
離開我的身體丟下我
freezing up of fear of cancer
在對癌症的恐懼中凝結成冰
cursing your name of a butcher
以屠夫之名詛咒你
killing me without me knowing
在我不知情時殺死我
abandoning the body like a murderer
像兇手一樣丟下身體
double spell it cuz I'm a creep
重述它只因我是個討厭鬼
take a bow so I have to leave
鞠個躬吧那我就得以離開
this body cannot be what it has been
這具身體不會再復從前
why not take my vows and tweak
為何不發我的誓而擰轉
why not break my laws and weep
為何不違我的法而亂泣
to the day I want to leave
直到我想要離開那天
never come back to be seen
不再為被注視而回來
2021.09.02
C. P.
passengererer
smoker drifterer
liar levererer
I cannot spell the right word like
you cannot spell the name of a goddess you do not know
how to put a spell on me
Irresistible mystique
Lunatique
I cannot spell the name of the city like you cannot spell the name of myself
name me
I ask you to name the name of flaneur
the flower
is blooming.
2021.04.25
Don't make fun of a hearder
of her stuff and stuff and
stuff that keeps her sane
stuff that resembles linen
stuff that assembles pain
stuff against stuff against
Don't make fun of a hearder
her silent stuff seeks to
silence and dissemble a life
a cup of dream
a list of stuff
2021.04.26
We poets want to try everything
articulate even though inarticulate
carry dictionary
to the delivery room to the wedding
to the funeral to the sea
ask a lot of questions including why do you love me
is not an answer
We poets meet people meet people meet
even though it feels like looking into
another mirror another mirror another
We poets want to try everything
including all the endings
2021.05.08
It feels like the darkness
is owning my eyes
is it possible
to feel like the whiteness
to feel light and nothing
can stop me from turning
to you and no one else
is owning my sighs
is it possible
to own something without running
to the opposite of you
to the faintest sighs
cannot stop me from burning
my forgiveness stings
2021.06.23
Sometimes I want to leave
有些時候我嚮往離開
leave my blood like my blood
離開我的血液一如我的血液
leaving my body leaving me
離開我的身體丟下我
freezing up of fear of cancer
在對癌症的恐懼中凝結成冰
cursing your name of a butcher
以屠夫之名詛咒你
killing me without me knowing
在我不知情時殺死我
abandoning the body like a murderer
像兇手一樣丟下身體
double spell it cuz I'm a creep
重述它只因我是個討厭鬼
take a bow so I have to leave
鞠個躬吧那我就得以離開
this body cannot be what it has been
這具身體不會再復從前
why not take my vows and tweak
為何不發我的誓而擰轉
why not break my laws and weep
為何不違我的法而亂泣
to the day I want to leave
直到我想要離開那天
never come back to be seen
不再為被注視而回來
2021.09.02
C. P.